R18 stories? Are you kidding me…!?

I suddenly had the strange urge to type up a short erotic story *facepalm* I remember once my mom saw all my erotica years ago and got mad saying that I will only attract scary old men if they read them. LOL well. If THAT IS SO… I attempted to make a separate account for erotic stories and/or drawings/digital art… *facedesk*

I got super excited again that I ended up making random erotic CG game art– I mean, ecchi. Since the Manga Maker ComiPo! is limited and doesn’t have nude character models, IT’S HARD TO MAKE PORN!! But I think I’ll be able to go as far as this…

(This is so erotic that I should have censored it!)

But anyway, I already have an idea for it! And…

IT’S AT THE BEACH!!

The beach is liek. DA BEST PLACE EVAR to start porning (yes. porn. ing. porning is a verb.)

There’s gotta be cake! If there’s no cake, it can’t be a porno! LOL. Specifically, a delicious STRAWBERRY CAKE. Kinky, right? *facewall* The first few sentences I’ll write in the story can go like something like this…!! Maybe…!!

It’s a very hot day at the beach, and it was a mistake to wear such thick clothing. Although I’m wearing shorts, my thick long sleeved shirt is doing it’s duty (wut?). Right now, I’m desperate to enter into a refrigerator. The large slice of cake I’m holding on a small plate looks as if it’s dying to be in the cold as well. All of its icing is melting so much that it’s starting to crawl off the plate and on to my bare legs. The icing creeping down my leg feels so strange. It’s as if ………

DAMNIT I fail to make use of the cake. LOL, I don’t even know how I succeeded making short erotica when I was 13 years old. Like, how… is it possible… that I fail now…!?!?!

Erm. Okay. Let’s give it a try. Like writing in a diary. About what I fantasize. That should be easy enough…

And so… ANTAGONIST!! WARE U B!?

Yes… I finally realized
I NEEDED TO WRITE ABOUT THE FACKING ANTAGONIST FIRST…!
in a story. It’s no wonder I’ve been struggling… for a very long time *facepaperbag*

Yes. I made another new story. For the I-don’t-know-th TIME!! It’s basically about a girl… who is a lost cause… “what is love!? I FORGAT!

And so, I sort of thought the story was really dumb. I never thought of the antagonist first. I’ve been making the main character/protagonist and then I was like…

W8, WUT WUZ DAH STORAY BOUT AGEN!?
Well fack! If you don’t know, I’LL NEVER KNOW THE PURPOSE IN WRITING LAIF!!

And so, I was sad and put my head in a white paper bag. No, that didn’t really happen, but it happened in my thoughts.

And so… okay. Right now, I’m making the antagonist a female bully of the protagonist’s high school/classroom. It sounds so cliche though. Or… does it not!? But yes, a bully, and she makes what the story is supposed to be ALLLLL ABOUTTT!! but what I was doing with the antagonist is making her really jealous of the protagonist and yes… bullies her. Because. The protagonist has EVERYTHING the antagonist ever wants! Like…

  1. A sexy guy friend (the bully only has girl friends and just dates random guys…?)
  2. A hot older brother (the bully doesn’t have an older brother or treats her nicely)
  3. A super cute secret admirer (the bully doesn’t… quite have that. A lot of kids are scared of her)
  4. A TRUE best friend (the bully only has… fake friends who follow her around)

Not sure if those sound realistic, but OH WELL! But the thing is… how will this person start out the story? Something like revenge? Something like… provocation? SOMETHING. The story has been struggling with finding a true storyline. It’s like… it doesn’t exist yet. I was going to do…

HAY let’s get the protagonist to get rejected by her crush!
and think love is a friggin LIE afterall!!
But… THAT doesn’t seem much of an impact, does it?
WHO CARES I CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING DAMN YOU!!

Yea. I thought of how to write the prologue too. It seems, that I… have to research about prologues… And the prologue sounds like crapper-knuckles!! I’m just going to… make the antagonist then. Yes. I’ll go do that now…

My story was—oh hey, what about this!?

I was at first going to make a creepy story about a girl who lost her memory and figures out who she is and the people around her. She thinks they’re friends, but they’re actually… the ones who tried to KILL HER OMG! 

Then, my dad told me a funny story about a guy leaving a really good company making billions of dollars, and he left before it became famous. Everyone was trying to look for him so they can give him the money since he was co-founder (OH CRAP I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS REALLY ABOUT). It’s called Clear History. The way my dad described it was hilarious…

Before the co-founder guy knew about how much the founder of the company wanted to give him money, he had a big grudge how the company flourished because of the first electronic car ever (I think), Howard. Co-founder was like,

WTF WHY HOWARD THAT’S A STUPID NAME FOR A CAR!!

And everything was so random it seemed. The founder—I’ll name him Bob—hired so many people to find him and the co-founder—I’ll name him Tom—STILL had the big grudge on the founder… until he found out Bob wanted to give Tom 10% of the billions of dollars earned.

Well… it doesn’t seem funny when I explain it. Seriously, I don’t want to write that all down UGH. But anyway. The reason why I just said all that… was because instead of making a creepy story WHICH I’M NOT QUITE GOOD AT, I’ll end up making something random. Then it eventually turns into an actual story! More like, the characters are making the story I suppose?

BLAH. I don’t know. I was thinking of something random too. A girl did something stupid and gained a lot of popularity and then got into an accident. After that, she had amnesia and doesn’t know anything anymore! So she finds out… ;sdfouhzl;ngz;drofgh I DON’T KNOW ANYMORE.

I TOTALLY had it earlier. Now, I lost it because I FARCKING TRIED SO HARD to type out what Clear History was about. Good job.

Finally! *attempts to make mystery novel*

In my previous post, I was writing in 2nd person narrative. I SUCK AT IT. *rage quit* So, I went with 1st person narrative, something I’m actually good at…

In this story, I’m writing a mystery novel. I’ve actually never really wrote any mystery novels. I only just like mystery stuff. So, I went to this site to give me tips on how to write a mystery. I thought it’s really helpful. BUT even though I read it, I probably won’t even write a good mystery in the end. I’M JEST LIEK DAT OHKAY!? 

It’s my first time
This tip is helpful.
ORLY— *gets punched in the face*

Thankfully, this time, I managed to make a full outline before I started writing. Now, I’m writing it and I’m liek EZ PZ. But I got too excited again and made pictures for the game. WHY DO I TEND TO DO THAT UGH. But I at least made the prologue! It’s like, super short though. I already tested it out (game version) and put in some creepy music and I’m like…

NOOOOOOO THIS IS SCARY! HALP ME.
You shouldn’t have put in that creepy music in the first place, dumbass.

Then I text my cousin saying how scared I am but that didn’t make me feel any better… she at least pointed out how hot the weather is today to make me stop thinking about the scariness. She’s so sweet~

So far, I have 1k words…. THAT’S NOT EVEN ENOUGH FOR A DAMN PROLOGUE.
But… it’s a super short story
DON’T “SUPER SHORT STORY” ME!!

I planned for it to be only 10k words. I wonder if I’d even reach that far or if… if it really will be under 10k words? For some reason, it might seem long. It looks like there’s two parts to the game. DAMNIT I DIDN’T WANT DISSSSSsssssS.

But… I’m happy to at least have “something” to write about. Yayness.

Gender bending? Does that count as a GxB game?

This picture looks… sort of wrong. BUT. It’s a picture of a story trading places with your friend! And he’s all like “Hey you, LET ME GET BACK IN MY BODY, DAMNIT!”

So, the male character becomes a female character. Now, I don’t know if this should be a BxG or GxB game. WHICH IS IT!? The guy turned into a girl. Now, I’m confused. Why am I always confused with my storylines!? SO CONFUSING.

Anyway, with this story, I’m just gonna write random things unlike the other stories I’ve been writing. Because… everything might flow… if I don’t know what I’m doing… if that even makes sense.

I don’t even know why I posted this small post, but I did. Randomly. Now, I’m tired. *passes out*

It doesn’t make sense, or…? Plan or unplanned stories!

I’ve been having troubles with writing when I plan it out before I actually type the whole story out. But it’s weird how I have no troubles at all when I type random things without a plan. It’s like I plan it afterwards!?

“Are you an idiot? YOU HAVE TO PLAN.”
No. NO! Not anymore. ONLY AFTER I TYPE!”

I’ve actually done it several times without a plan and actually got things done… *stupid face*

“DAMNIT WHY DIDN’T YOU THINK OF THIS BEFORE!? Are you an IDIOT!?”
Yes. YES I AM.”

I feel like just forgetting the current stories I made and type random things now. I FEEL like it. I probably won’t forget them. No. I CAN’T.

First, I tried typing up the dating sim Virtual Boyfriend: Secret Diary. FAIL.

Second, I tried to type the story I made in the past. FAIL.

Third, I tried writing in my notebook the story I made in the past. FAIL.

Last, I realized that I finished things without a plan at first. SUCCESS! I should write random things now. NAO!

I was thinking of ideas like crazy these past few days. I was even thinking of making a fan made Bleach and/or GinTama story or game whatever. But it think I’ll be doing something different… and I don’t know what it is! RANDOM TYPING TIME!

Outlining, writing, and more writing…

Finally, I actually made an outline for the new game/visual novel, Odd Love Test ~a taste of sweet revenge~. Sort of changed a few things. As usual, I’m struggling with making the characters’ personalities. BUT anyway…


Ana gets captivated by Rin, who she met at the school roof, and when her boyfriend Ken sees them together, he misunderstands the situation and thinks she’s cheating on him. The two broke up and Ana wanted revenge to show that he will regret breaking up with her. Ana’s cousin Risa made a “love test” to see if Ken still has feelings for her by having a fake (popular) boyfriend, Rin and looking as if she happy with him when in actuality she has no feelings for him, but will that “love test” really succeed?


Erm, I hope that synopsis wasn’t too confusing. I got the outline down, but not the synopsis. How the story will go…

  1. Prologue: Dreaming about… what will happen in the future!
  2. Chapter 1: The break up? The “new boyfriend?”
  3. Chapter 2: Ken’s thoughts about what just happened.
  4. Chapter 3: How Ana acts with fake boyfriend
  5. Chapter 4: Ken’s thoughts about the two of them and what he does next
  6. Chapter 5: What the “love test” really is about
  7. Chapter 6: Is this fake boyfriend… not fake after all!?
  8. Chapter 7: Ken really doesn’t like seeing Ana with her “new boyfriend!”
  9. Epilogue: What will happen next!? Ken or Rin!?
  10. Several separate endings!

Wait, this is an outline right? IT IZ RAIT!? *gets stressed and passes out*

2As of now, the writing seems super boring. BUT. It’s just the draft for now. So… I think I’ll rewrite it however many times necessary, fix it up, once I’m finished writing the first time.

But seriously…

HOW DID MY WRITING SUDDENLY GET SO BORING!? 

I don’t get it. It must be because of the “break up.” Plus the relationship (dull relationship). How can I write a dull relationship more exciting? I DUN FACKING KNOE.

I’m not sure if this is an otome game/visual novel anymore (GxB game) because there’s going to be 2 narrators, Ana and Ken (girl and boy) which means… GxB and BxG. How… does that… happen…!? It’s partially otome? ……………………..WHATEVER.

After all the writing I was doing with Virtual Boyfriend: Secret Diary NAO I haz 2 RAIT MOAR AGEN for a different game…

BLARGHH. *falls on bed and becomes a hibernating bear*